he memory still be fresh in my mind
~*~
One night a woman had a dream. She dreamed she was with her
worst enemy and they were having a conversation. The woman was very
jealous of her so called enemy because she had accomplished all what the
woman wanted in life-she completed college, a great job, a healthy life
and her very own family! As the two women were talking, the woman made a
remark, "I always thought if I'd put my disability behind me, I'd
be successful like you. I guess not all of us are chosen to succeed in
life even though we try."
When her so called enemy heard this she answered, "my
best friend, don't you know that the LORD has chosen you to speak to the
disabled people about going to college like you have done, to motivate
them that they have to believe in HIM in order to achieve! I often see
and hear that you're the the one who is ofen sending that beautiful
message to the ones who need to know that nobody is perfect, but if they
ask, they shall receive!" The woman was always confused why she
could never get a job after completing college and receiving a degree!
This often bothered the woman and she questioned the
LORD about it, "why am I the only disabled person that doesn't get
healed, why am I the only person who has graduated from college who
doesn't get hired? I too have always followed your great path."
The LORD replied, "my child, I also have your
future planned out, and you are showing your thanks very well by
speaking great about us both. Soon you'll see these people will receive
our messages and I do have to send this love message to you-just be
patient and be kind and all your dreams will come true!"
SandraChavez
~*~
How Long?
Kelsey Henry
How long I have waited
For the one
Who had stated
That I am the one.
How long I have waited
For someone like you
Loving and caring
Like you do.
How long I have waited
For this day
Placing a ring
Awaiting our day.
How long I have waited
For this special night
Saying our vows
What a delight.
How long I have waited
For this gift from God
I am so elated
Tears, That’s odd!!!!
How long I have waited
My baby all grown
Graduated from school
Out on his own.
How long I have waited
My baby is Wed
I hope he is happy
With his wife Winifred.
How long I have dreaded
The death of my love
Long lonely nights
He was all life consists of.
How long I have dreaded
My own life near gone
Lying here crying
My soul withdrawn.
How long I have waited
For where I am now
Lifetimes of happiness
Even more then life allowed
~*~
Empty Little Place...
Melissa Holly
I have a little empty place in my heart I bare.
For I do not no the inner me, and I try to think I could never care.
I wake up everyday, knowing its right by my side.
I come home everyday, as if living one big lie.
My tears for they are like well known guests, that always stop by to
come.
Its like my heart is all caged up, with just little space to run.
I am young and naive, but yet I matured to fast.
Its as if what was done to me, It will always last.
I walk the earth everyday, to wonder of who am I.
If feeds my heart with painful wonders, and feeds the tears to cry.
I can only look at my inner me, and know that I may never know.
Who in what beside of me, is something of hope that glows.
I look into the mirror, with all the imperfections I face, I judge my
self, and eat my esteem, so that all of my esteem goes to waste
I compare all that I have
But its just no use because it just makes me realize what I lack.
I have this little empty space, this gap, that know one knows.
Until when day I can show the world, how much it really grows...
~*~
When I look into the starry sky above
I see more than just stars
I see you
When I look into the starry sky above
Each star shows every night we spent together
Each star is you
When I look into the starry sky above
It shows the not-so-funny jokes I made, but you laughed anyway
It shows you
When I look into the sky above
On this not so starry night
I see the tears that I cried
I see no one
When I look into the sky above
On this not so starry night
Each star shows the fights we had
Each star is only a star
When I look into the sky above
On this not so starry night
They show the hurtful words that we capitalized on AIM
They show emptiness
When I look into this starry sky above
On this clear night
I am glad there has not been a not-so-starry night
I am glad there is you
Shannon
~*~
As the pages of life turn
each chapter unfolds and reveals new opportunities
some of these cause joy, some cause pain
yet there's a universal pattern found through each
-we learn
if i could erase a painful chapter
i wouldn't
if i could redo one of these chapters
i wouldn't
all i can do is turn the page and keep learning
and sometimes i feel complete resent towards the bumps
(more like mountains)
that get thrown at me
but i can't help but feel the need to be grateful
for without these glitches
i wouldn't be me
~*~
IT IS I......
CHAD EDWARD SUTHERLAND
Tis I but a child that has grown to a man, and has not yet shed his
childish skin. Looking for someone to bring "I" all of the
world's delights without "I" having to strive for that
glorious prize. Tis so sorrowful for "I" to not strive for
that prize, since tis "I" shall be sorrowful on that day when
"I" would realize the prize would never arrive to "tis
I"
~*~
ERNEST HEMINGWAY
BY Vershima Orvell-Dio
the macho man retorts,
in our time the sun also rises
and if the oak park doctor
teaches rhythm it behoves i provide the rhyme
if the kansas city star
be denied to chew the action
then let it chew him.
if aa come-hither glance at the nurse be denied him,
let not the pizza nor a medal; but no kiss
let the star shine in Toronto
but if Hadley suggests elopement
paris be the destination
when wives desert hubbies
they become men without women
but let it be told Martha if Pauline wills
that i am for whom the bell tolls
lets liberate the Ritz bar while the old man goes acrossthe river
to struggle with a fish.
for the winner takes nothing in a moveable feast.
A short gun causes accident
and Hemingway becomes cold. Stone cold.
~*~
RABBIT SONG
by Matt Cygny
I have come forth from the Burning Ground,
Where dog’s teeth dismembered the light.
I found my parts scattered
On the field where the conflict was waged.
I was reborn as rabbit,
Born from the blood of the conflict,
Born from the pain of the slaughter.
I was reborn as a seer;
I ran to the ends of the earth.
I am the one who seeks miracles,
I am a hunter of visions.
~*~
“Ode to the Meg”
Jeremy Favazza
Gliding through darkness no passion,
Surviving off instinct and power.
In a constant hunt to acquire daily rations,
A single site sends prey to cower.
A deadly combination of strength and speed,
She lives to feed to kill.
Living by its own regulation, its own creed.
And every desire to soon be fulfilled,
A flicker of a sense,
The great beast changes its course.
Her jaws agape, her only defense,
She propels her body with unimaginable force.
She silently stalks her prey, closer now.
With one futile attempt all is lost to the queen and her crown.
~*~
DEEP RED WINE
Mandy Kubes
Swept away on raging flows, smooth as silk and deep red wine.
I indulge, gently pulled outside the reach of time.
Intoxication, and the earth starts to turn.
The next round, and my soul starts to burn.
It seems a thousand years, but only moments have passed.
At this very time, I hold forever in my grasp.
Heartbeat, drumming in my ears.
Excitement, holding back my fears.
Here two are, lips intertwined.
Another kiss and more deep red wine.
~*~
DON'T TALK......... JUST LISTEN
BY: Jean Lombard Jr
Listen to not what is being said
But the way it is said
Listen not to the word
But the tone it is spoken
LISTEN LISTEN
LISTEN
Don't listen to me to understand me
But try to become me to know me
I listen to you
You see that is the difference
I listen to you
Cuz that's all I want to do
IS JUST
LISTEN
But you cant listen to me
Because theirs nothing to listen to
Become me to know me to understand me
Then and only then can you help but
NOT
LISTEN TO
ME
~*~
Beyond
Simon Owen
“Welcome to the netherworld
The land beyond the furthest hell
Were demons haunt your every move
The ones who waited until you fell
To shape you into their mold
Or torture you until you fold
Here you will lose your will
Until your ready to make the kill
And in the deepest recess of your mind
They’ll come for you in the blackest night
And in growing horror you will find
Your linked in sprit to those you fight”
Strange it was to see him stare
Into my eyes, into my mind
It’s been so long, since I stopped to care
For all the others of my kind
Strange that I still see the look
That I still read it like a book
Those tale-tale signs of despair
That shows a spirit who’s ceased to care
And as I stare into his eyes
Into that blank incomprehension
I see myself behind a thousand lies
I told myself to feed the delusion
“So don’t tell me, it’s all gone wrong.
And no one near seems to care,
They beat you down, just for fun
Then expect you to just forbear.
Or at least, that’s what you thought
But now you know it’s your own fault
That the only thing attacking you
Is the thoughts harboured inside you
You created the demons you carry inside
And now your too far gone to help yourself
You’ve lost the will, you’ve lost your pride
You’ve lost it all, you’ve lost yourself”
“Hell is a place where everyone attacks you
But that’s not what happens here
This is the land beyond, where they cannot touch you
Your too far gone and fed by fear
And now so numb, that they fail to hurt
Where we scramble in the dirt
It’s yourself that you must defeat
And not the people that you meet
In this land of nothingness
You will search hard and long
But all you’ll find is emptiness
And you’ll never find a home”
“But one day, you will realise
An insight or a revelation,
And you will see another sunrise
And a final destination
And you will decide to make the kill
And you will find your hidden will
And turn to face the things you brought
The demons you created with your thoughts
But not right now unless I’ve misread
For you still have so much to do
But that day will come like I have said
When there is nothing left to lose”
I left him there with his confusion
For I had an appointment to attend
I was heading for my final destination
And my relief was not pretend
To win or lose, live or die
These are what philosopher’s cry
And if you need a larger insight
It’s not the reason for why we fight
If we lose then we lose it all
But still I cannot pretend
Winning is a hope too small
So we fight, for an end.
~*~
People fear instead of having faith,
They are angry rather than happy,
They hate instead of love,
People fight wars
That aren't their own,
Wanting revenge,
For what pain is caused,
Having faith,
I look for the best in people,
Wanting happiness,
I do not fight,
Hoping for love,
I love in return,
Wanting a world,
That isn't destroyed,
For the children,
That are yet to come,
I do my best,
To help preserve the future.
Kreshona Walrath
~*~
The faces I see when I close my eyes
George Silver 12/28/02
There was something you said
I don't remember-
some innocent words-
and instead of conversation I get memories
flashes of scene and sound- whifts of smell- feelings
and faces.
Some I knew, and could almost put a name to.
What's his name? You know, Alvin's cherry,
the one who died-
Some I never knew-
some I killed.
You see me jerk - shut down,
or spit anger
that wells up from the same slime that holds the faces,
and dies down again
circling - grumbling.
Like a dog on a chain going off on sparrows.
Guarding faces.
~*~
Ulysses' Bag
Spyros Dellios
The King of Ithaca's
weary fall
upon strange harbors
was never met
by personnel
from any Travel Agencies.
Known by all,
his negative reputation
always preceding him,
the annoyed King
pulled on the suitcase
heavy with Polyphymus'eye
Circe's unwashed period rags,
a plastic bag full of lotus fruit,
a piece of plank from
the belly of the Trojan Horse
and all the rest.
Throwing Priamus' tattered
purple robe
over his left shoulder
he started walking up
the steep incline
to the city market.
~*~
My Shadow
Ashley Burton
My shadow dresses comfortably,
pleasing only herself, not the people around her
She likes to have fun
....crack jokes
....dance
....love
She is spontaneous, yet extra ordinary
Everything I want to be
The more I act conservative and quiet,
the more she wants out and is determined to be seen
My shadow:
The real me, hoping, thriving to escape from within
Me:
A carbon, yet counterfeit mold of what the world wants me to be
~*~
The dawn is fresh and brisk.
A strong cold wind
blows, bending the bloodied grasses, into scarlet infinity.
And no-one suffers because someone else is hurt,
his soul weakened by a mortal wound.
I measure with my stare the piercing distance
that, like a door into an unfamiliar, strange land,
guards someone's dreams...
I'm torn apart inside,
but I'm aware that the eternal seed
that I have carried earlier, and sought to sow in others,
will blossom at some time at least in one man's heart.
And now what's left to me is watching that red fire,
and welcoming, in the freedom of despair,
the entrance into the scarlet gates of the unknown.
..........
The dawn is flaming hard,
and in those flames I shall immerse myself,
KATERINA CHVATOVA
~*~
"MY ANSWERS"
words of an Agnostic.
By Bradley J. Link Sr.
Was there an only begotten son?
Will there be another chosen one?
These are questions some often wondered,
and things I`ve sometimes pondered.
I know there`s a power that comes from within,
which `I` use to forgive another for a sin.
So one doesn`t have to be all that smart,
to see the answers are in your heart.
~*~
The Wicked Stepmother
lisa canfield
Once upon a time,
There was a stepmother so vain
Insanity was her kingdom,
Lies were her game.
She thought she had found her prince
Her knight in shining armor
If she had only known
The love he still did harbor
For the beautiful mother of his child.
Oh poor, poor wicked stepmother
With hair of red, eyes of blue.
You’re black heart is wanted
You’re the childless fool.
Boo hoo.
And so, with these thoughts
She fled the scene
To see if she really was the one
Who was the witch, so mean.
Mirror Mirror on the wall?
Who’s the fairest one of all?
She waited with a sigh.
Hoping and anticipating and
Wanting and needing to hear a lie. But…
“The mother of your stepson
the mirror did say
For she is beautiful in every shape
In every single way
She is talented and smart,
Loving and kind
Gentle and nurturing.”
Then the mirror added with a smile,
The best mother a father could ever find!”
So the mirror did she break
That evil stepmom of a lady.
For she knew the lies she weaved
And how she had been so shady.
How does this story end?
I’ll tell you how.
The evil stepmom lived in her world of hate
And ended up alone.
While the mother and child and her
Prince of once, of long ago
Made up a family, a home.
And lived happily ever after.
~*~
Spring Into My Soul
Darien Engelhardt
The dead of winter has passed,
bothin the air and in my heart.
Spring has brought new life to all.
My heart id beginning to lighten as
the snow melts.
The promise of a fresh breeze renews my soul.
It refreshes my mind.
I am reminded that all is not lost,
but was merely dormant for a season.
Peace comes as the new bird sings.
Hope rejuvenates with the budding of new
blossoms.
My spirit feels younger, yet wiser.
Like that of an 200 year oak with a new coat of
leaves.
Thank heaven for Spring.
~*~
Life
Dorothy Adiaha Alero Okpa
I flow in the Ocean of Mercy
I slope from the Ordeal of Mess
Flow and slope i go to and fro
Ocean Got no enemy nor friend
Life is like the flow of the Ocean
Yes,the waters reaches all
Life tosses left and right,back and forth.
I live in the World of pain and tribulations
People expect much with no understanding
Wanting a Perfect Being
But the reality is that SOUL is eternal
It goes back HOME to its CREATOR
That is the giver of Life whether We like it or not
~*~
PASSIONS
DHANESH .M.KUMAR
The four walls fortifying the realms
make it to yell beyond the walls,
The fetters that make it to quell
the fondle triggers a wobbly,
Staggering changeling.
This child edifies the natures
statue that which bonds
till the pyre, an incredible
Crinkle deep in the roots,
An infamous urge to
Crackle the chains.
A passionate bird that
Migrate miles ;
A jubilant dolphin
That divulge to ether;
A giraffes head
That jettisons out;
All of these are
Mothers credential
~*~